I’ve made a fresh will since Simon died. I’ve named guardians, but that was something in the very early days that they [the children] were very worried about; the little one said to me, “What happens if you die Mummy? What happens if Grandma dies? What happens if all the grown-ups in the world die?”
You could really, you reassured him.
Well I was able to reassure them that they would go and live with some friends of the family. My parents are late 60s now and that they’re, you know three small boys and late 60s don’t really go together. But I worry what will happen if they die.
So you found guardians who would be prepared to look after them?
But they’ll never love them the way I love them.
And particularly because our eldest child has special needs.
What will happen to him?