And then I had, six months' chemotherapy, Platinum, I had. I could have had the - I can't remember what it's called, the one that comes from the yew tree - but it was a trial, and it was only hit and miss whether you got it or not, and there's a lot of very bad side effects with it, I can't remember what it's called now.
Is it Taxol?
Yes. Taxol, that's it. And I had had alopecia before and I really didn't want to lose my hair, I mean, you know, you get stupid things you think about. You know, does it matter whether you lose your hair or not? But I didn't want the side effects, so I said I'd just have the Platinum.
I think that Taxol was fairly new then, and they offered me a chance to go into the clinical trial and, but they pick you, I know they pick you out of a hat so you're either on it or you're not. And and, explained all the side effects to me and I felt I couldn't cope with them at that moment. And the carbo… whatever it's called, is, had less side effects, which is what you get anyway if you weren't picked out of the hat, so I said 'I don't want to go on it'. They gave me time to think about it, and I said 'no I don't want it'. |
