I think the second time round it was like, God this is going to be a long battle, you know, a really long battle, and, you know, everyone's going to know, I'm going to have, all my hair's going to come out, what am I going to do? Everyone's going to know, you know, what's going on, and that was, I think, more of the concern really.
It would really kind of throw your life into turmoil, and change the way that other people saw you.
Yes I think so, yeah, you know, because I always… I mean I suppose now when I'm out in the street, if you sort of see somebody with like, you know, no hair or, you know, they've got a scarf on or something like that, a woman, and you think well, you know, pretty sad really.
So I think that, it's the visible thing is very important actually. It was very important to me, and it's not because I'm especially vain, I don't think, I think it was just the fact that everybody would know, you know? And there is an embarrassment factor I think people feel, like, oh God, you know, I sort of stand out, I'm not normal, and you know….
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