Now I'm on calcium tablets. Well why couldn't I have been taking these all the time and maybe I'd have never had DCIS in the first place? The other significance about that is, remind me and I'll come back to the environmental factors, let me finish this thing on HRT. Because I'm not convinced that my DCIS would have turned into invasive cancer, and I've removed this HRT risk, I'm hoping, myself, and it can only be a hope, that I'm no more at risk now than anybody else was.
In your own mind, what would be the pros and the cons in terms of going for a mammogram?
The con? Forgiving the pun but the contrary arguments against it, which is why I'm not doing it, is that if they find white spots, more DCIS, I still haven't made up my own mind about what I think about this diagnosis. And so I don't want to put myself in the position of having to take a decision about it, until I know what I think about it.
And against that argument, what thoughts are going through your mind about why should...?
Well might DCIS, not only DCIS be developing there? And might it be DCIS that will invade, and might there be an invasive lump developing that I'm not aware of? Though I do occasionally, not regularly, I do check my breast. Not in any kind of technical way, but I'm breast-aware. And I haven't actually felt anything. And I suppose in my mind all the time, whenever I do that and there isn't anything, I can see the thought going through my mind - oh it was probably the HRT that did it, and I'm not taking HRT now, so I should be okay, and I'm past the menopause and all the rest of it. But of course, the longer you get past the menopause the more there seem to be diagnoses of breast cancer, so I'm still confused actually.